She looks in the mirror
disgusted in herself
"why cant i be different?"
"just be like everyone else?"
she stares at her scars
they have a story to tell
one about a girl
who's mind is in hell
she takes a deep breath
and leaves the room
promising herself
it'll be different soon
someone will realize
they'll come to her aid
everything will be better
"yeah, if only" she prayed
when asked what she'd change
if she had one wish
she answered sadly
"to not be like this"
"I'd wish for the beauty
i see in my friends
the strength to protect them
till the very end"
she walks around smiling
closes her mind to the pain
hoping one day
she'll be happy again
as i look in the mirror
she's looking back at me
i wish i could change it
I'm my worst enemy
