What do i do now?
when life has taken its tole on me.
what am i to do now?
when pressure comes before me and death, seems like something good
to take the pain away
to end my suffering
to let me forget all that i am now
what is there to do?
will i ever get rid of whats deep inside?
why don't i just kill myself?
to let my family keep on living
to them i would be a distant memory
Lord please tell me what to do
give me one thing i can keep to help me stay alive
i live this life with lies and despair all around me
Please Lord all i want is to be free of my grief
all i want is to leave what has hurt me behind
and if it doesn't happen
what am i going to to now?
tell me please
What am i going to do now?
