Lost

Lost inside, inside my mind,
losing every person near me,
losing every normal thought,
losing my one,
my only hold,
my hold on life,
I'm sinking lower,
lower down, lower now.

lost a friend, a love,
no more,
I lose someone, something,
every-time I get something good,
it gets taken away,
never can I keep a grip on what matters most,
most to me,
I'm losing whats left of me,
losing what I can see,
my mind is losing control,
slowly every day,
if I keep control,
I do oh wonder why.

I'm lost,
I'm losing,
I'm going insane,
I need something to hold,
But I lost it.