All reasons to die.

by I Am Still Hurting Even Though You Think I Am OK   Jun 15, 2007


~This is not really a poem but w/e its to get my feeling out~

I have 10 scares on my wrist, but 11 trys to kill myself.
I don't really know what to do anymore.
I am the only reason why my boyfriend is still holding on.
And I am a reason why my friend cut her self.
This is to hard now.
All of it.
I just don't understand why I don't cut deeper.
Why I don't just let go right now.
I miss her so much,
And I am just a f**ked up mess.
I don't see any reasons to live anymore.
Not even one.
I have messed up in my life so bad.
Haven is just a dream now.
I want to die and see her,
But I don't becuase my friends need me.
Still I don't want to live.
Cutting is my life now,
The razor blade is my only friend,
Even though people say there are reasons to live.
I don't see...
I see blood,
Tears,
Pain,
Lies,
Noting good,
All reasons to die.

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  • 17 years ago

    by Lost in Life

    This is deep and there is always light in everyones path.

    Sometimes you just need to find the right thing in life to bring it out and trust me that one thing is out there waiting.

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