Do you even care!

She started smoking
i just found out
i wrote her letters
i told her how i felt
i cut my arm right open
as she was lighting her cancer stick
i pushed a blade threw my arm
i told her i loved her
she said she loved me too
but she probally doesn't care
how this pain runs threw me
I'm not in shock I'm in worried
what if tomorrow she gets lung cancer
or probally has 1 month left
i asked her in a letter
when are you going to stop this
she said next year ill stop i pinky promise
well do you even care
you pinky you wouldn't start
what if next year you don't stop
am i to cut more
oh please be the answer yes
i cant cut and you have the right to smoke
alright i can play this ball game
we had a dance today
i looked all over for you
the teacher was scared to tell me
you went outside
do u even care
how much i love you
do you even care
how much pain you put me threw
no no nope...
you get so mad
when i take your keys away
breezie i need to go outside
i need the keys please bree
id scream at you
why don't you just stop
why do you do this sick thing to your self
breezie i promise ill stop just a couple more packs
NO NO NOOO!
i cant take this!
lock you up
make you write lines
create a intervention
ha ha by the way
i told your friend Kevin
you wouldn't believe
how scared he is
to even see you
today he punched a locker
i asked him why
heres what he said
she means every word to me id hate to see her die id tell her every word from my heart to get her to stop but no words no actions are enough.
he saw you walk back
me and him ran away
i came back he went to cry
do you even care
how the end of our school year
is destroying
like dam girly
do you even care!