Im sitting here now
Wishing I didnâ??t give you a chance
I thought I wasnâ??t ganna get hurt again
I thought you werenâ??t like all the guys ive been with
But now that youâ??ve done this to me I know now that all this time you were like everyone else
It hurts me so bad thinking that you werenâ??t like everyone else
I wish I can go back and tell you I donâ??t wanna be with you so I donâ??t have to go through this pain im going through.
I wish I didnâ??t fall in love with you because now all I think about is the times we had together
The things weâ??ve done together.
There never a day now that I donâ??t cry
I cry everyday and every night.
Thereâ??s no where in the house now I can go without crying.
You can tell me later that you didnâ??t mean to hurt me because to me yeah you did mean to
To me now I donâ??t think you ever loved me because if you did then you would believe me
But can I change that now?
No I canâ??t
Itâ??s your lost
You messed everything up.
If you were to come back it might take me time cause of what you put me through
I do want you back thatâ??s all I want
I did wanted to kill myself I thought about it
I thought about stabbing myself I thought about taking pills till im not even here anymore
Iâ??ve thought about doing everything thatâ??s possible to do.
You know that I wouldnâ??t have done that to you!
I love you!
I want to talk to you
But all you do is turn your back on me that hurts me.
I guess what I have to do now is try to forget you try to not think about you because all it does is make me cry.
I donâ??t even want to see you cause I know ill cry right there in front of you
And you wonâ??t even care.
No im not done telling the way I feel right now but im leaving because thatâ??s what you did to me!!!
