Lost

Smiling, laughing, being silly
Thats the girl I used to be
I remember, I didn't forget
I used to laugh at almost everything and I enjoyed life
I don't know what happened
I don't know the cause that made me so depressed
I know that some bad things happened
but where did it all start?
I'm so confused
To be honest, my world is spinning out of control
I'm lost
Part of me wants to turn back
but the other wants to stay and wallow in self-pity
I'm so lost
Even if all of me did want to go back
I'm not sure if I would know the way

One day a man, stopped and asked me if I knew where I was going
I said no
He said here, let me show you the way
For some reason I resisted
I don't know whats holding me back I said
Please, said the man I can show you the way to happiness and where you can find yourself again, but I will only take you if you let me

Its my choice now
I know I'm lost and I know I have a way back
Should I stay here lost or take this mans hand and follow him??