I'm not fine.
I'm still not fine.
i want you to hold my hand through everything.
just when i thought things were fine,
my mentor,
my guide,
my friend,
leaves.
and i can't stop it. i have no control.
i could've never made it
if it wasn't for you
you were my amazing grace,
my secret angel, hiding your halo
under your hat.
I'd kiss you, and hug you,
but i respect your girlfriend too much
to hurt her in the way many others hurt me.
if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't have gotten over that loser of a boyfriend.
if it wasn't for you, i wouldn't have understood you don't fall in love with a one-night stand.
if it wasn't for you i wouldn't have learned and grown nearly as much as i did this year.
you kept me alive, spiritually, i was broken. how can i replace such an inspiration to my life?
i can't. i won't. I'd fight the world for you. I'd take a bullet for you.
you have been the truest person I've ever known. always knew what to say, even if i didn't want to hear it but it had to be said. like a piece a coal among diamonds, you picked me out despite my rough edges and made me a ruby.
i would say i love you, but not even those words could express the feeling of how much i appreciate the dedication to me you've given. you've made a difference in my life that no man (except my father) could ever replicate, recreate, or try to imitate.
Micheal, thank you so much for being there for a little girl who you helped make into a growing woman.
you are the reason I smile.
