You ended what we had,
So why am I feeling guilty?
You were too weak to stand up for me,
So why do I feel helpless?
You ran away without a second thought,
So why do I feel lost?
You threw me away with great ease,
So why do I feel like I pushed you away?
There's a simple answer to all these questions.
It's because I don't want to believe it.
I don't want to believe you didn't love me like you said.
I don't want to believe you weren't strong.
I don't want to believe you didn't want to stay.
I don't want to believe I meant nothing to you.
I need to start believing though because if I don't,
I'll never move on.
