The knife has reached,
My skin before,
I can't feel anything,
At least not any more,
In the middle of the night,
I wake up in a sweat,
The dreams i can't recall,
I guess it's good that i forget,
In the days i hate,
I live on,
Don't think life for me,
Will last very long,
Last night was a scary one,
I woke up from my screams,
I remembered it this time,
In my suicidal dreams...