More And More Numb.

Tonight, I had to make a decision.
Whether I should leave or stay.
Let`s just say, I decided it was time for me to walk away.

I really love this guy.
And I know he loves me too.
But in order to be happy,
I had to do what I had to do.

My heart is broken.
And the tears just keep falling.
Back into his arms,
I have to keep myself from crawling.

There is no particular reason.
I did what I did.

I had to let him go,
What is the reason, I don`t exactly know.

I don`t know what to do without him.
For he is my life,
My everything.

We might get back together.
But things won`t be the same.
And in this relationship, I might be the one to blame.

I had to say goodbye.
Which now is really dumb.
And I keep asking myself why.
Moment by moment my body becomes more and more numb.