Due To Lack Of Interest Tomorrow Has Been Canceled!

I close my eyes,
One more time,
Hopping not to wake,
To never see the light again,

I cant be bothered anymore,
I feel my time is up,
Im sorry my dear,
For this is not your fault

I have searched for someone,
To wipe away every tear,
Someone who will fight
To keep away my every fear

But no matter how hard I try,
This search still wears thin,
And there is no one left for me,
So I will give up my life instead.

I am worthless,
I hate myself,
I hate my life,
There is no reason to live.

So goodbye my dearest friend,
Thank you for being there,
And thanks for hearing my screams,
As you cut into my skin every night.

For you my friend, were the knife,
That ended my life as I once knew it,
And I am truly grateful for that,
You were the one I had been searching for.