Reality (215)

One day I received a message
That said, "I'm moving far away
To a place called Portumaine
And that's where I have to stay".

I didn't know how to answer
So I asked "Why?"
You said, "I'm moving away with my mum
It's not that bad, I'll message you and you can reply".

So you said
But my messages won't send
Just like you'll never come back
You were a soul sister to me, more than a friend.

It's been about four months
And I remember that I didn't say goodbye
Just the thought of that
Makes me break down and cry.

I stare out at the rain
With a heavy heart
I wish you could've stayed
We wouldn't have had to part.

In my dreams I fly so high
Because you are around
But when I wake to the real world
I'm still crying on solid ground.

Wild fantasies are chasing each other
All around in my mind
That perhaps you didn't really mean it
When you said, "I'm moving, gal, goodbye".

But I have to get back to reality
And face the honest, true fact
That no matter how I wish and wish
You're never ever coming back.

~true story... Miss you Sayer~

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