MY BABY GIRL

I showed a sign of weekness,
To the little girl i love,
She told me hell was here,
She said i'd go above,
I tried so many times,
To take my life away,
She always saved me though,
She said i have to STAY!
I was sitting on the bathroom bench,
Bleeding over the sink,
My little sister just walked in,
What must she always think?
This time i went so deep,
Blood was everywhere,
For the first time ever,
She asked me if i was there...
She screamed at me,
She looked me in the eye,
She broke down so much,
WHY DO YOU WANT TO DIE?
I hate her when she see's me,
When she finds me in this state,
How she asks me if it's her,
Is she the one i hate?
My little sister so naive,
Its not her i hate...its the world,
I have to keep living on for her,
I love my baby girl!