Why am i so confused?

by stephanie   Jun 17, 2007


I tell myself Im over you,
I tell myself its gone,
I tell myself Im happy,
So why does everything feel wrong?

Every night the dream comes back,
Every night I remember,
Every night I think of you,
How did our eternal flame become an ember?

I wish I could forget,
I wish I had never felt like this,
I wish youd never said forever,
How did so much pain come from utter bliss?

I want to understand,
I want to be the one,
I want the only thing I cant have,
How did I let you go? Now it cant be undone.

You said you wanted commitment,
You said you were in love,
You said you wanted me always,
How did I mess up something from above?

I dont care about how I feel anymore,
I dont care if i want to feel your touch,
I dont care what I want now,
How could you hurt me so much?

All I want is for you to be happy,
All I want I for you to smile,
All I want is for you to enjoy your life,
And I promise you Ill enjoy mine.

I wanted you to be part of it ,
I wanted you in my life,
I wanted us to be everlasting,
How did this cause so much strife?

Now I dont know what I want,
Now I have no goal,
Now its just me in my future,
And in my heart therell always be a hole.

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  • 17 years ago

    by CHOKE

    Yes, love changing that phrase deffinately helped out your poem a lot. if i could change my vote to 5/5 i would. anyway, keep up the good work. i'm always here if you need my help or if you just want me to read/rate one or more of your poems.

  • 17 years ago

    by stephanie

    Hi choke i edited the verse. do u think it sounds better now? comment me back plz
    Steph<3

  • 17 years ago

    by CHOKE

    Wow, this was an amazing poem i must say.
    it was very into depth as well as intriguing and capturative. there's only one thing i would change, this line, "how did you hurt me such a lot" anyway 4/5. keep up the good work.

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