Nice poem =] Obviosly.

'Everything i do
everything i say
is just because i want to help
to help the people of this world'

i swear i said that yesterday slightly different though :S i help others infact im quite good at it ..(in my opinion)

'not with cutting, slicing
but with words and poems
poems and stories
stories and conversations
the only thing i can do
is to help you think'

im not trying to be offensive i hope you dont get the wrong end of the stick but i think you ....

'ran to my room
grabbed a knife
its sharp i know
i used it before
the scares are still fresh
fresh from the last time
it was yesterday
the blood starts to rush
to rush through my veins
i pick up the knife
put the blade on my wrist
and cut really deep'

i think you need to take your own advice ...

but sometimes we are beyond words and actions speak louder than words dont they? is love stronger than hate .... no i think hate is stronger than love ...( well in my case anyway0... that might be the reason...

sorry im rambling on but i hope that i dont have to jump of the bridge after hearing about u dissapearing ive actually wrote a few poems about it >>> :) i know how sad am i ! how f.u.c.k.e.d. up is tis world ....