For days now i'm stupefied by things so hard to fathom
I smile like i always do but with bitter ends on my lips
I say hello to one and all with knitted brows almost so near
My moods fidget from sad to joy with my heart so complacent
As transient feelings enfeeble me wholly through out the day
Friends do wonder why there's air of melancholy in every corner
They miss the laughter that reverberates aloud with naughtiness
Amidst the homey ambiance i feel dejected with no reason at all
I long for something with my heart so tacit to know its magnitude
Such boorish demeanor brings forth inequity to my very soul
I wish i could reckon on my very core where lies the loneliness
To unload the baggage of anger and hatred and lighten up my mood
And let me live my life the way it has to be lived without resentment
Never a time i am a soul so chicken-hearted to fall on my knees
Always with audacity i face life with conviction to fight to the hilt
With more grit in my innermost self to thwart off some tribulations
I may not know now what befalls my heart to sulk and be grouchy
I don't give a damn if forever my heart is imbued with sadness
What matters most i'm still on my way to an uphill climb to success
