Fruit machine

You�re not here anymore
And I can�t live life knowing
You�re not going to walk through the door

Can�t believe you�ve been taken away
Taken away, leaving us with pain

I know I�m being selfish
I know I should get on with my life
But I honestly can�t dad without you in my life

You�ve always been there
No matter what
You�ve always been there
When times have got tough

You�ve been the best dad there could ever be
You�ve been the very best especially to me

I can hear your voice deep inside my head
I can hear you saying �I�m knackered and going to bed�

I can hear you asking if I fancy a drink
I can hear you saying �piss off while I think�

I can hear you saying �what dya want now�
I can hear you saying my mums a �silly cow�

I picture us together on the fruit machine
I picture you rolling your eyes at me being like a leach

I have so many memories
And all of them good
I just wish we could�ve done more
but somebody wanted you up above

I promise that I�ll never forget you
I promise 1 day to see you again
I promise that I will make you proud
Just like you made me proud till the very end