Unknown, Unsure

I've always been a failure
I'm never good enough
No matter what I say to her
It's "Be Great, or Bust"

I don't even know what I can be
I'm forced into a mold
That doesn't quite fit me

The characteristics of this role
Make me feel the unrelenting toll
Contemplating whether to do it or not,
I remember my hurt that they forgot

I think about the good and bad times
As I sit here,
Heavy thoughts on my mind.