Father, I don't see the world

In heaven,
You said,
I'll see the world,
in 9 months.

You said,
How beautiful it is.
Flooded by flowers,
full of fragrances.

You sent me,
sent my soul
to the world.
"Goodbye my son",
you said.

In the womb,
I waited eagerly,
to see the world,
to be born.

It isn't too long,
to make me impatient,
I see light,
Light of the world.

I think,
I'm not ready,
to be born
So I stay.

I see tweezers,
unexpectedly.
Trying to reach me,
I'm so scared..

I'm struggling,
Pushing,
and kicking
that thing.

I close my eyes,
when that thing,
Grip my head,
tightly.

I'm drowning,
burying,
and tortured
on pains.

It's stop.
I feel nothing,
I open my eyes.
Expecting to see the world.

I don't suppose,
I meet You again.
You say,
"Welcome my son"

--Thx to Meythia once again-- ^^