I don't know where I am,
I've lost what I feel, and
All I have left is the life I've let spiral into oblivion,
Once loving,
Once caring,
I lost myself in what I called love,
But was only lust.
Do I still feel the same?
No, I don't know what to say or do...
I just let it drift into the sky,
...swish...swush....swoosh........
My feelings are dry,
And I can't find anything...
That in one way..I don't hate
I've tended to hate my friends for a bit
I don't know what goes on around me,
I'm still a middle school student,
Except in high school.
I lost two years and it like it hasn't been,
A day lost is still too much.
I know I'm the only one liable...
I feel I pushed to far at once and that's why I collapsed.
Have I lost your friendship... or
Am I just a lost soul who never had your friendship?
Why is the world so cruel?
I don't know anything other than where I want to go,
I'm lost and I can't find my way.
Drifting in the ocean...
Further...and further away...
Going...going...forever lost.....
Do I have any friends that will lend me hand?
I'll leave it out for you to grab,
But I don't expect to see any hands reach out for me.
I'm already gone...
