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by BrownEyedBabe Jun 17, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I see the gate of hell its open wide i feel my heart burning as i slowly walk inside i get down on the ground i get down on my knees begging, pleading! to please let me leave there's nothing i can do the fault is all mine now He has my soul i ran out of time i finally give up i finally give in i'll now stand by His side from now till the end i live in His castle yet stand as He sleeps i don't get food yet watch as He eats the fire's always burning it's hotter than ever im constantly welcoming newcomers who'll now live here forever now im different i find joy in their pain i laugh at the sound of them begging for rain the fire burns in my soul its now part of me its who i am, and was and who i always will be they come through the gate i used to know each one but that life is over that part of me's done but today my mom came through and something knocked me to the floor i then realized the gate to Hell was my own bedroom door!