I demise my own disguise
to hide the cry from deep inside
as i lier time and time again
only to end what did not yet begin
Because of the complications
of situations
and the imitation
of so called friends
only to recommend what you want to hear
no whats going to help
in this search of my self
not knowing my problems
for my (friends) won't help me solve them
but yet their so caring and loving
still shoving me away
only to say you will be OK
don't let it bring down your day
those fake injections are worse then rejection
I would rather be alone
and be a friend of my own
instead of being hurt back-stabbed once again
being let down when it thought i could depend on a friend
it's nice when it starts but it will turn out in the end.
