I could always look at you and walk away,
Pretending like I never heard a word you said,
But then I'd always have soemthing to say,
And you wouldn't feel guilt from the tears I shed.
Here I am what am I supposed to do,
All I really want to do is see my hand hit your cheek,
Don't you understand how much I really hate you?,
But I can't even get the courage to speak.
So I guess I will just sit here and write this poem,
Take out my anger on an innocent peice of paper,
I could always just leave you and go home,
But then you wouldn't se how much you "hurt her".
Because the truth is that you were my everything,
You meant the world to me and more,
But then you turn your back and I feel the sting,
I don't want you to hurt me anymore.
Why did you do everything that you did?,
I dont even know how to put my thoughts into words,
I feel like I am once again a helpless kid,
That can't explain how much she got hurt.
I am the type of person that lets fear control my life,
You know thats they way it is but stil lyou put it at the wheel,
It's slowly starting to take over me and starting to drive,
I don't know how I am going to heal.
You stabbed me in the back because you felt like it,
Your mood swings seemed to have ruined me,
You through me into this bottomless pit,
Just because I can't be the girl you want me to be.
Is this the way it is going to be between us?,
I should have known who you were from the start,
You seriosuly think I'm the one you shouldn't trust?,
You're the one that broke my heart.
I am finally realizing you're not worth it anymore,
You're not the one that I should be in love with,
You caused a pain in my heart and it's still sore,
Your love was just a myth.
