UNTiTLED...

In my room alone
again,thoughts of
you flood my mind.
--i miss you

i remember how
special i was to you
i was your girl
--i miss you

nothing could come
between us, we were
two peas in a pod.
--i miss you

i remember that day
so clear and vivid,
you shallow breaths scared me
--i miss you

a cough and another shallow
breath, the kind that
sounds like death
--i miss you

I'm sorry to say, but
I'm ashamed, i should of
been with you.
--i miss you

if i would have known,
how things were gonna turn
out i would have been there.
--i miss you

i couldn't believe you were
gone, my best friend,
the only one i had,
--i miss you

my hands,
they shake as i write this
its not fair!
--i miss you

you were supposed
to see me shine,
i guess you still can,
--i miss you

my mind begins to
race, i just wish
i could see your face,
--i miss you

I'm losing grip,
i cant feel you,
didnt leave my mind now,
--i miss you

i love you grandma,
please don't fade,
i need you today cuz
-- I MISS YOU