Your gone and don't know why
There's a big hole left inside
I feel as if i want to die
I feel like when i go to breathe there is no air
I am choking, suffocating without you there
All i have is memories
Of you and me
I wonder if things went back to the way they used to be
I would feel differently
But the answer is no
Because the way i feel was kept on the low
And i refuse to be the other girl anymore
I've kept my mouth shut for so long
Hoping that things would change
Watching you use and take advantage of me
But still my love remains
I know i am worth better that the way I've been treated
And i know out there is someone waiting for me
To treat me like there everything
Since that's the way it's suppose to be
Your out of my life and it's good and bad you see
I feel like a dark cloud has been put over me
But at the same time a huge burden lifted off my chest
You have hurt me for the last time
I refuse to go down like the rest
A time and again i forgave and forgot
Just letting the pain sit in my heart and rot
But now it's released
And i no longer want or need you with me
I could care less what you think or do
As long as I'm not the one thinking of you
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