Behind closed doors..<3

I can't stand the way you make me feel,
all torn up inside,
this pains to real,

I try not to cry,
don't want to Let the tears drop from my eyes,
but they won't stay dry,

I hurt,
Grab onto your shirt,
Scream and swear,
But it's just a nightmare,
I still hurt,

I want to let you no how i feel,
But i can't trust myself to speak,
don't want to let you see me cry,

Want to let you no how i feel,
but i can't trust myself to speak,
i'm at the top of my emotional peak,
i'v taken all i can take,

Can't let anyone see my pain,
So,
I let it out behind closed doors,
Well away from you...

Amylee..xx