No longer that sad

I feel like i can breath
so much i can sing
from the top of my lungs

i no longer want to die
but i still cry at times
mostly when its night

i still feel the pain
but something has changed
the feelings i feel have me up late

the love is still there
and deep in my heart i still care
so please just listen

i miss our times
good and bad
i still hate you

for what has been done
but forgive and forget
i think not its to late