Why me?

Why me?
Why do i have to be the mistake?
The one you regret?
The one you despise?

Why me?
Why is it me you wish was dead?
The ache within your heart?
The fire in your eyes?

Why me?
Why can't i be just like you?
The one who is accepted?
The one who is respected?

Why me?
Why am i the one your anger is thrown at?
The terror in my eyes?
The pain i feel inside?

Why me?
Why don't you just say you hate me?
The words you know are true?
The feelings you choose to hide?

Why me?
Why wouldn't you miss me if i was dead?
There must be something wrong?
The pain which seems never ending?

What is so wrong with me?