I am another year older ,
but still not so wise.
Does life really have a meaning ? ,
or is it just full of lies ?.
I've not had an awful life ,
theres been good and bad.
Mistakes I have made along the way ,
and my fair share of sad.
My biggest achievment as got to be ,
having my three boys.
They mean the world to me ,
and have brought me so many joys.
I do have one regret ,
and thats my vow never to love.
Love has hurt in the past ,
that hurt made me get tough.
But now I have been reminded ,
that love is not so bad.
Trouble is its for another ,
all I can do is hide it and this leaves me sad.
I can not follow my heart ,
for fear of hurting others around me.
But I don't want to grow old ,
and miss out on setting my heart free.
At 36 it does seem crazy ,
that still I have no idea what to do.
So age it does not seem to make us any wiser ,
and confused we still can get its true.
