I sit here night after night
trying so hard not to give up the fight
but sometimes it just seems so hard
so many things gone wrong
so many things i cant change
its been over a year now since you've been gone
i just want to say
that this pain i have
its never going to fade away
you don't know what you've done to me
i feel broken inside guilty and sad
i guess you cant coz your not here to see
i remember the good times we had
i cherish every moment even if some were sad
i wish you were here
theres so much i would say
so many things i would do
theres one person i would love you to meet
shes the love of my life
she would have loved you
and you would have loved her
people say life goes on
so ill put on a happy face
and pretend I'm OK
but you know I'm dying inside
and its getting harder to hide
i have Michelle and she helps me through
she knows what to say and what to do
and she knows how much i loved you
one day we will meet again
and ill say sorry to you
and tell you your my best friend
ill tell you how much you mean to me
and we will have so much fun coz we will both be free
