Know what it feels knowing you are gonna lose someone?

Nights are sleepless,
Not looking forward to mornings,
Food does not taste so good anymore,
Even breathing seems difficult,
Knowing that soon i would not be able to see you anymore,
Already we only see each other once a week,
And thats like few hours
So much to say and talk about,
Just want to hold you in my arms,
Close my eyes, and then the world stop,
And thats just what i want,
But faith play funny tricks,
It made us fall in love,
Sometimes it let it stay,
Sometimes it take it away,
Of the 8 billion people in this world,
Why does faith picked me?
-guilty-