I don't really know what to say.
Going so long without actually speaking to you,
It hurts now, deep inside,
Creating a hole eating at my heart.
I know I should call, but what will you say?
What will I say?
I don't know if you're ignoring what I write,
But I know it's not enough.
For you I would... do just about anything within sanity
And nearly anything outside the walls of sanity.
Sitting inside a room all alone,
Getting cold just thinking about the fact I'd rather be with you.
Wishing you'd just speak to me as much as I know I should talk to you.
I know though, even before I went I time without talking to you, that I need to talk to you
And I know, now, more than ever, that it will happen this summer
With or without the whispers softly speaking into my ear.
Desperate maybe now more than ever...
Regretting the path I chose in not talking to you this past year.
I don't blame you for not responding to what I write.
Trust me though, I want to talk to you and I'd like another chance.
I know asking you is not without emptiness,
So I just want you to know I'd like another chance
And I hope to prove it to you and the chance I want
I will give to myself by proving my worth you.
In truth though I know not what to say.
Knowing this I hope you realize that when I say something
That brings even a small spark of love into your heart
That even if accidental what I said I probably meant to say deep down inside.
Give my a chance to prove my worth and let my desperation expire...
To say this now I mean it truly and not just in desperation;
I love you deeply, so give me a chance...
It's the only thing I want almost as much as you...
