Do you even care?

I just don't know how to feel,
If I should just give up,
Store away all emotion
And chalk it up as never meant to be.

I put away what I feel
And try to forget you.
But then you smile at me,
Or brush against me,
And I fall in love all over again.

Then you'll forget me
For awhile, pretend I'm not there.
I cry and wonder,
Do you even care at all?