Choises

I wish I could Hide
And Stop this Pain
Because there is nothing left
Nothing left to gain

I tried so hard
And failed so horribly
And you don't seem to know
You don't seem to see

The pain I'm in
This fight I'm about to loose
And I wish I could do it
I wish that I could choose

I would choose not to love you
Not to want you so bad
To not feel these promises
Of what I could have had

I wish I could forget about you
To make you go away
Not thinking about you all the time
To not wish that you will stay