I'll bleed

Okay heres the deal. i havn't written any of my "written thoughts" in a while...so i wrote what i felt.

i'll slit my wrists if i want
i'll slit my wrists deep
and i'll weep
i'll let the blood flow
and let it run down my hand
to the point where i can't stand
i'll let the blood fill the sink
and play with the red water
i'll draw with it too
little red hearts and butterflys
to get you outta my head along with these lies
i'll bleed till i'm pale
and cold
i'll laugh out loud
and let the tears fall down
in my own blood i'll drown
i'll lay down on the floor till the pain is gone
and stare at my blood with a smile
i'll express my pain in anyway i want
with a razor or a blade
i'll let the guilt fade