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I look down at the tiny life in my hands
He has your eyes
And your smile
The bright look in his eyes
At only you have
His lips remind me of you,
Smiling as I look at our son
So proud that he was healthy
Not sure what his name is going to be
But I know he will have your last name
I think I will name him Andrew
Or even Markus, better yet Markus Andrew
Some reason I think you will like
I stare at him,
He was never suppose to be born
He was just a accident
Yet I wouldnt change that for the world
I hold him close
He is the only piece of you I have
I whisper in his ear
"Daddy loves you, and he sorry he could not be here
But he wishes he was"
Not sure if the words I spoke are true
But I hope they are,
Holding your little hand in mine
As I wish your dad knew
How much it hurt that he does not return the love I have for him
Holding you close I wish things were different
I wish your father was here