The More Pills.

Every day it becomes harder,
So less and less I try.
You may think I'm giving up.
But secretly inside I die.

The pain is overbearing.
I guess it's easy to see,
How fake this smile is that I'm wearing.

All I do is frown.
Never do I smile.
I am always down.

I just want to be happy.
And laugh like I did before.
I want this sadness to leave.
But it keeps coming back for more.

It eats away at my soul.
Until there is nothing left.
I'm almost completely gone,
No longer whole.

I'm trying to get out.
Out of this hole I'm in.

But the harder I try,
And the more pills I take.
The less real it gets.
And the more and more it becomes fake.

[I don't really take pills, just sounded good :)) ]