This one's a very sad poem, i wrote this a couple of years ago, when i was deeply hurt by a friend. upto now we still haven't patched things up, haven't reconciled, we were friends for about 6 years and i had to end it coz of something that she did that i couldn't just make myself forgive her. upto now the wound it still there.. it still hurts me everytime i remember that awful scene that ended our friendship...
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I have this friend of mine
We had this petty fight
It was a little misunderstanding
That ended up to something
At first I thought that time was all
We needed
To take away all the pain and resentment
But little did I know that it was the end of everything
And now, were both left with nothing.
The friendship is now gone
And cruel coldness is all thats left
Though memories of yesterday still echoes
In my head
I know now that its useless to even try and
Remember them.
Am I hurt? Yes I am.
Do I feel the loss? Yes I most certainly do.
Is there a chance for reconciliation?
Only time will tell.
I never thought that she was capable
Of such cruel motives
Even trying to use our common friends
And place them at both ends
Nor did I ever thought that things would
Turn out the way it did
And now theres no choice but to say goodbye
To the friendship that was once so sweet.
Whatever her plans are in trying to hurt me,
I wish that she'd be happy if she succeeds.
Whatever ideas shes got to try to inflict
Some sort of pain and rejection towards me
I think its best that Ill just try to take them as it comes.
But I wont fight her nor swear, nor call her names
But one thing Im sure of is.
Theres no way we can bring back what was lost and gone
and that things will never be the same.
This is an informal goodbye to the friend that I
Once had
And though theres no way to restore the friendship
And compassion
For the last time, sorry for what I did that hurt you,
And that, it was never my intention.
I know apologies wont matter anymore
And that youve decided to close your door
But just incase theres room for one
Id like to say sorry for what Ive done
And though your acceptance of this would
Still matter
I just want you to know that with your friendship,
