sometimes i sit and wonder about it all
sometimes i feel mistaken
i cant count the times that Ive felt misled
spinning in all directions
just trying to find the right path
its just so hard sometimes
the world seems so unfair
on those nights
i lie awake at night just staring into the moon
maybe it holds the gaze of my temptations
its seen so many tears these past several months
only the moon and i
tears of weakness and a healed broken heart
why are the mountains in this life so high?
why does it seem like I'm dying in my mind?
so long ago i made a choice
and what kills?
it was the right one
thru all the tears and laughter
Ive grown into the reality
into myself
into my wisdom and my mind
till this day i cannot decipher my reasoning
why should i be the one to cry?
why do i feel like I'm the only one that feels the way i do?
i refuse to believe
i cannot be the only one once again
standing in this to large room
the darkness
where negatives are developed
thats what i feel like
just the preview
or the final step
to some greatness that could have been
maybe the reasons have yet to be seen
in my dreams i see it as clear as day
the key that is sacred in this life
the one that holds all
it could make or break
the one and only key
that could cause my whole world to shake
"perfectly in-perfected"
beauty all its own
what else is there to describe my own?
they've come up with it all right from the very start
but no one shall ever get it again
the key to my heart
