Want to

Sick to my guts
My life is a lie
I'm fading away
I'm starting to die.

I walk around
Not knowing anyone
Looking at people
My life is no fun

I wish I was like them
Without a family in depression
Watching me all the time
I must be their obsession

Keep trying and never give up
You'll get what you want with the wait
But what's the point
I'm to late

It's taking over
It's in my mind
I want it to stop
I want to be kind