Nevermore

Standing outside looking in
Sitting all alone
I'm my only friend
Talking to myself

The crowd surrounds me
but not a single aknowledgement I hear
I sit down and cry
drowning in tears

I'm in the classroom
told to work in a group
I get excluded
for me, thats completely normal

Standing in the washroom
looking in the mirror
shouting at myself
for no apparent reason

A razor blade in my hand
I look at it with acceptance
slowly bringing it closer
sliding it across my skin

And I think to myself
how lonely I was
and how lonely I
Will never be again

I just wanted friends
Someone to care
Someone to make laugh
I wanted to be accepted

Nevermore
Will I be teased

Nevermore
will I be alone

Nevermore
will I be standing outside looking in

Nevermore,Nevermore