Its hard to live every day without you
Not knowing if your dead or not
waiting for the call if you will ever come back
The pain i feel of you, will it ever leave?
almost everyday i come late for school
they think i sleep in but i wake up 5
they think they no everything
and no how it feels to go to a funarl almost every week
To meet a friend and the next day hes dead
To walk to school and noting I'm on a hit list
They think they no, and being thought it all
but they don't even no what its like to be like me
To smile when come to school every day
To hide the treas behind my eyes that you cant see
To fake a smile everyday of my life
To make others happy when I'm more sad then ever is harder then it looks
not noting if your dead or not
is killing me every day till i no
