Today I came upon
One of the most painful things I will ever see.
What will never fail to make me jealous,
What is clearly not for me.
I saw a father with his little girl
Playing together so well.
He picked her up, spun her around,
This went on until the fell.
Oh how they giggled.
The love shared was clear.
I continued to watch what I missed,
As down my cheek fell a tear.
They both looked so happy.
Why did this make me sad?
I always wanted to be daddy's little girl,
Yet it's something I never had.
He never seemed to want a part
In this life I led everyday.
I tried to do everything I could
To make it perfect in each way.
I guess it never seemed to work,
What I wanted never came.
A great relationship between the two;
What we have will never be the same.
Im not so little now I know,
Yet it is still something for which I long.
I would quickly go back in time
To see exactly what I had done wrong.
I think he has made up his mind.
I thought we'd be in this together.
What I want is for me and him
To have a bond that lasts forever.
