Gay or Straight???

I am so confused
Do not know what to do
Which do I like best?
Please Lord help me with this

I have dated both
Found something wrong
Then move on
Till the next one comes along

Is it me?
That can not see?
Need to decide if it is a he or she
Or I will go crazy

I need to have a life
Lonely for deep love
Until I decide which way to go
I can’t have the above

I am focused on a friend
Who needs me till the end
No dating for me
Until I know she is happy