Ive been thinking about you.
every day and every night.
knowing your so far away,
that I cant feel you,
I cant talk to you,
my mind is going insane,
knowing your around these fine ladies.
I'm not saying you'll cheat,
I'm not saying I'm insecure.
but everyone now and then that runs threw my mind,
I cant sleep,I cant eat,I cant even think clearly,and its all because of you.
All because I fell for you,for the smart and serious side of you,
how you make me laugh,you make me feel things I haven't felt in quite a long time.
you make me wanna tell everyone in this world,that I Love You!!!!
I kept my promise,
so I wonder if you kept yours.
I hope you did,
because I don't know what I would do,all that Ive done,
all that Ive said,
all that Ive wanted was you,
and to just have to throw it away like that,
the thought frightens me,
my life will fall apart,
my heart will break,
my body so wounded,
that I cant feel,
cant see,
cant touch,
nor talk,nor show my true feelings,to leave me as fake,as incomplete,as the list may go on,I'm left knowing I gave my all just to lose you!!!.................................................
(wow I haven't written anything like this before) -hope you'll like it-
