My big brother

He has always been there for me
wheneve i needed someone by my side
when i need to feel secure he always was there
hes strong arms protectin me from harm
whenever i was afraid,whenever i was scared
unfortuantly hes no longer there
time passed by and he doesnt seem to care
no more arms around me tight
no one to wipe my tears when i cry
no one to make things right
i cry myself to sleep knowin i dont matter anymore
he doesnt seem to have time for me
he has a girlfriend now tht seems to come before me
he says he wont put her before me and my sister
but thts not wat it seems
this wat i feel isnt jelousy is reality.