The dizzying thoughts that come to pass;
Blue-black visions have appeared at last.
The days are speeding by so fast.
This empty space is so vast.
What is behind my dark mysterious eyes?
I avert them so you don't see me cry.
In the depths can they see the lies??
Thinking about it...all emotion dies.
There's a constant drum beat in my ears,
Setting free all of my hidden fears;
All the moments that end in tears;
The fight I've been taking on for years.
Every time I stroke your hair
I wonder if this is really fair.
I wonder if what you see isn't there.
How much can my heart really care?
The marks on my neck tell the story,
And when I'm around you I don't worry.
When all the emotions come back in a flurry,
My vision fails and the world goes blurry.