Might be my last Words!

Please let me reclaim
Some sort of sanity
Where once again
I can be free

Lost all i have
To control what i had
The happiness that once was
Will forever be dead

Lost have i the ability
To forgive things
I can no longer forget
As the ending of this begins

I remember the days
That have since past me by
To the time were my downfall begins
The day i began to die

No longer do i look to the future
Mind locked into the past
Beg i do to be free
Or these words might be my last!