Those Skies Aren't Blue

I can't keep it inside my head anymore
I'll admit I never forgot the years before
When love wa something I didn't crave
And my heart didn't yet have a grave
I'm now so lost from everything I knew
I don't even believe the sky is blue
I need proof for every claim I hear
Tire of losing my heart in salty tears
Is there anyone who can help me through
And make me believe in a real "I love you"